Halloween Night

Roses are Black
Corpses are Blue
I'm sick of this Halloween Shit.
So I'll just say:
"Fuck You"

-S.
"Red and Black. It's White and Green."
-TB

Well Shit.

You know what?
In the midst of loss and confusion I have one question to ask.
"Where is the goddammed new Manic post!?"
Yeah that's right.
I will have a TON of sad ass hell posts about how I'm falling for my best friend and CADDAMMABAMA!
I want to know where the new post is for maniac. I mean EXCUSE me but do I have to bring up the whole "Shawn is Dead!" Thing again?
No.
Besides being my companies name some how.
But still! Where is the new post? I have been checking and checking and nothing! I want Maniac and I want Shawn motherfucking Harris.
I think that's all I am saying.
Oh. And I wanna watch Paranormal Activity but my best friend wont watch it with me. He was too busy being a bad ass at football. Beat that ABC!

-S.
"Goddam motherfucker got blood allover my best clown suit"
-Night of 1000 Corpses (I<3RobZombie!)

this?

so what does this
mean?
this as in
anything.
i dont know where to go
anymore.

thats all

-S.

+dum dum dumdum dum dumdum dum dumdum
-Imperial March

See There

I was right.
Because
I just was.
I don't
Think I want to
Date you.
I just want
You to be
Around me...
Because
A best friend
Should.

-S.

Revolution is stuck in my head but I'm to lazy to put the quote xP

Hell

All day today
I can't help but think
Of how you were there
When my life fell to peices
And how when I was sad
Upset about how long it was
Since I had had a boyfriend
You told me, sir,
That I should date you

We laughed and joked
You are my best friend
I always smiled with you
Always when I talked to you
I never ever thought
That I would feel like this
Cuz it was never you
But someone else

However now my heart tells me
That I should have said yes
Told you I didnt care
If you were joking I would
Take you anyways
To be my own
Because I want to claim you
Selfish enough to love you

I figured this out now
Because of everytime you are around
Another girl, or just not
Besides me, I miss you
And I want you to be with me
If not more than friends,
I still want you by my side

Because I figured this out
That you have never let me down
I wish I had nerve enough
To tell you this
But I can't....Because
I dont want to ruin our friendship
That would be too much
Especially since I just got you back

So if you read this, which I doubt
Know that I care about you
And want you by my side
To be my best friend
Someone I can hug and cry on
Because...just because

-S.

P.S. "If heaven and hell decide, they are both satisfied...If there's no one beside you when your soul embarks then I'll follow you into the dark."
-Death Cab for Cutie

the Flight!

Flying through the rainbow sky
Unknow that in a few minutes
Your world will die

Flying through the ancient lies
You know you can see more of
Your entire fine

To ressurect the ancient slumber
and to become the mask you wear
To never take for granted who you are
Just exist as one, and never go far

--that's it for now--

-S.
"Is anybody going to listen to my story, i'll about the girl who came to stay?"
-The Beatles

oh damn

so what can you say?
Nothing.
Except that I'm glad he's back.
Sort of.
Except that he's not much.
Just cuz.
He's always a flirt to more.
Than you.
Tho you love him and used to think different.
Although.
You still did, but brotherly.
So now.
It's different to you.
Because.
You want him to be for you.

-S.
"for the sake of cow..."
-Big Bang/Haley

Piss Off

Avoidance.

Is a lost cause when it comes to stalking.

As in.

You are being stalked

and they

dont understand what you say.

Like...

I dont wanna talk to you.

Or like.

Just fuck off. I cant talk right now.

But yet.

They will stare at you.

When you.

Cant help but pray they arent around.

Self-claimed.

Wiccan can pray if i want.

But I.

Wont because it's lost cause.

Another.

Because of that motherfucker.

Who is.

Just turning into his bloody brother.

Who you.

Just dont wanna ever see again.

But somehow.

There is just a magnetic force.

Making.

You want to talk to them.

Because.

They are your best friend.

When she.

Decided to quit, and go.

Because.

You still miss the stalker.

Just cause.

He was there when no one.

Else was.

<3>

-S.

P.S. I dont want to make the effort.

"I was born yesterday

and I will die long before tomorrow
staying put, there's nothing to it
but we make staying in love look so hard though

I I tried so hard
I tried only to find
it's easy, so easy,
love's so easy you would not believe me

I was dead
yesterday, long before I met you
just a breath
is all we get
to hold it like just once it won't slip through

Who would believe in love?
who would believe me?
believe in love
I was born yesterday
believe me, it's easy
oh, now, do you believe me?

You won't believe
would you believe?
I was born yesterday"

I felt posting the whole song was best.