Books!

If you read this will you PLEASE go check out my story Audio Blood?
Yes peoples....Audio Blood...
Like the song.

"Sweating in the dark we feed
on the forms in the light;
on the floor we're the flood."

Yeah that.
-S.
+the other ones are My Soft and Deep and To Build A Mountain and Wicked Walk...
I AM A DORK xP

Last Night

It was Sadies.
At the beginning...it was fine.
But something...
was off.

Towards the middle I started to feel like he went with me...because of her.
Because he used to/still does like her.
I mean, I don't like him that way but it still hurt.
Because he had done what i tried to do.
"I'll look to like, if looking liking move."
And it didn't.
And as that went in the end i fully wished he had been someone else.
Because then I wouldn't have to deal with her.
I'd have to deal with something else.
But I did have to deal with her.
At least in retrospect.
You know who it'd be.
I do to.
I won't lie.
And then last night/this morning, lying in bed, I realized it.
I did ask him because of her. Because I was jealous.
I'll admit it.
I also will admit that I wanted to prove to the one I wish I would've asked that I was over him.
I'm not.
Admited.

This is getting know where, but at least I'll admit what the other one wont.
Even if it is on a blog.
Fuck.

I'm okay though. For now.
I'm doing alright. Trust me.

So go on like no one read this, as they don't.
-S.
"The french are glad to die, for love"
-idk....

to Shawn

okay. okay.
im just gonna point this one out there...
its been awhile u kno
since ur last post
and uh i was just gonna say that maybe u should fix that u kno before i start up that rumor again u kno....
yeah
-S
"quotation marks"
-Kelly willis

Charlie xD

That's about the only good thing in life.

Cuz nobody means anything.

They just fuck with you.
For their own selfish needs.

So don't trust anything they say.

Cuz life is a fuck.

And that's it.

Don't trust.

Don't live for someone.

They'll bitch you from now til end.

So get rid of them.

-S.

"without trust their is no love"

-Narcoleptic Argentinean

+yeah...love is a fuck to