Chrizizzle

Star Wars is on. But that's not really my point is it?
So I finally watches the Furt episode of Glee. And cried. Because it was so epic. And I wanted to bring to attention that without Kurt they only have 11 people. That's one less than how many they can have. So if anyone else realizes that let me know, cuz that's the only thing I thought of. In related news I think, with the previews, that somethings up. Like Rachel and Kurt planned something. Yeah? Idk. I guess we'll just have to wait and see.

In other nonrelated news Maniac has, like, 9 days between now and their LA show? Yeah. So why don't they come down to 41 around Fresno? That's where Chris Colfer and Dot Marie come from...so don't be a pansy and do it.

Thank you. Always, as Promised,
-S.

I need to get my names straight Dx

My author name is S. Walker
My twitter name is Stacey Green
My other name maybe Stacey Felton

So let's get this straight, My pen name IS S. Walker, but my real name is Stacey Green. I want to change it sometime to Skygh. Or maybe not. And then Walker...get it?

Anyway,
somehow the events I look forward to most are always ruined by the same people, but always saved by the others. You think I would figure it out. I only firgured out not to combine the two. And then one sees and ruins it.
IDK.
AaP
-S.

Music Video

Fill the Lense with all your friends, come on now is forever...

So I got inspiration for a music video that i think would be pretty cool...
Maybe that's all I wanted to say
so for now...

Always, as Promised,
-S

Dear World

As I sit here, waiting for the clock to switch to 11, so I can make a wish
I realize, how little wishes do.
Okay maybe they do do.
But still.

Have you ever thought about wishes?
Wish at 11?
Wish on your candels?
Wish on a star?

The first is more silly than all.
Think about it.

The rest is meant to be rare. That's just typical.

So thank you people on twitter, and Maniac.
Weird. I know.

And to a different note: School is dumb.

Always, as Promised
-S.
+check IT

I might throw up

Indie or not, we are amateur, so don't get hopes that high. We'll trash them most likely.

I do want to do it, yes, but odds are it wont be for awhile.

Just saying.

Okay. I guess nothing else. Most of that can be seen here.

Always, as Promised,
-S.
+dammit Twitter.

a Few Ideas

HTM
.i dont wanna change anything big, you know?

-make Lily less of a trouble maker
-breakups better
-tally of points throughout
-MARAUDERS THE SAME
-more about fighting the war
-figure out years better
-mix epilogues?
-titanic-esque ending
-lily and james get together=better done

I think thats all for now xD
Always, as promised,
-S.

How To Tame A Marauder

Wow.

So, those who read ;) my useless shiz...

Are you a Harry Potter fan?

Yeah?

Well I am...I've gotten to my inner nerd and read this fan fiction

"How To Tame A Marauder".

Do you know who they are?

Yeah?

Well I'm gonna say anyways :)

Mooney (Lupin)

Wormtail (Petegrew)

Padfoot (Sirius) and Prongs (James).

It's about a girl, Laura, in Gryffindor.

Same year as them, dormates with Mary, Lily, Martha and Charlotte.

The latter 3 Are the "Pretty ones".

Well we know Prongs ends up with Lily.

And Charlotte likes Mooney.

The story begins with 5th year, which is boring.

Laura can barely stand Sirius.

Laura and Mary aren't very good friends with the pretty ones,

nor the Marauders.

Until Mary is cursed.

That's when James and Laura become friends, and then Lily, Martha, and Charlotte and Laura.

So by default the rest of the Marauders too.

The next year is better.

Much.

Because they are all friends.

And, naturally as we all knew, James is head over for Lily.

Did I mention Sirius is a player?

Duh.

Well I don't want to ruin it for everyone, because this is amazing.

And I want to make it a movie.

Think about it?

New actors, barely them at least, my "friends", a dodge around copyrighting, and some careful location picks.

We can do it.

Read it. Love it.

Always, as promised,

-S.

Wow.

How about thumbs up if you think that teenagers don't know what they're saying when they say it? How about you just stop instead. Not a question. That's an answer.

on the site:

That's so...

"Battlestar Galactica"

Doug T. - Maryland "an obvious attempt to seem cool" Chloe C. - Connecticut "phail." Catherine W. - Virginia "not the ice cream i want in my dish." rayanna l. - Wisconsin on youtube:

stez1995

3 months ago 27

My friends and I say "that's gay" all the time but we don't have a problem with actual gays. So sorry if I hurt anyones feelings.

Think before you speak. Google it.

We have ALL heard it.

Many more times then once.

A day.

But how many people actually do something about it?

Rarely anybody.

"That's so gay."

"Don't be a fag."

"That means he's gay."

And then one of my friends made the comment: "So?"

And he's right.

No one tries to put a stop to these things, but they keep happening. People keep getting hurt by the same thing.

"That's so gay."

"Don't be a fag."

"That means he's gay."

I quote Burt Hummel from the Lady Gaga episode of Glee because, honestly, he's the best man to say it so far...

"We meant it just like you. That being gay is wrong. That its some kind of punishable offense."

Because it's different?

It's really not. It's only "different" because said people get treated so cruely by the outside world.

"That's so gay."

"Don't be a fag."

"That means he's gay."

So?

So?

That's so Jock? That's so cheerleader, who like, can't like, get an A?

So maybe you should be the one being hurt. How would that feel.

As a straight pencil person, this is the one thing that hurts most.

Hearing it.

So stand up and fight it.

YOU make the difference.

And we should all start.

It's not just Gays being targeted though. It's everyone. Mexicans. African Americans. Girls. Jews. Even Whites.

But "Homosexual" is not a race. It's within all of us.

Always, as Promised.

-S.

Adding to Below

Butthurt people make me laugh xD
And wise words to the world: Do not insult my Star Wars skills. That's where I get pissed. No where else.
Woooh!

AaP
-S

Best Bet

I should be mad right?

I should be sad right?

I should be everything I'm not.

I'm...happy? Yeah.

I'm...glad? Yeah.

Sure it still hurt, what wouldn't? But it's still kinda a relief. Which makes things better. A lot.

So thank you to everyone else.

But I will put something else:

-I will be fast

-I will be number 1

-I will be in shape

-I will be smart

-I will be talented

-I will be insane

-I will be pretty

-I will be it all

Because I can do anything.

Always, as promised.

-S.

"I ain't gonna take no shit from no one; I ain't gonna take no lip from no one; You ain't gonna try to get me to hold on; It's golden now, Why would I slow down? "

-3OH!3

I Might be a wee bit insane here

Okay,
So i've been watching way too much Supernatural, but really want to start looking around some of these "cases". Like where people have died, where people "claim" there are "ghosts" even though other things would be interesting as well, but alas that is also hard, and deals with death.
I might be going too much into this but if you have any sightings or like ideas anywhere from, let's say, Eureka to...Bakersfield. San Diego/La Jolla as well, that would be amazing. I'm learning, and I'm digging it.
Let me know

Always, as promised
-S.

+More specifically the Fresno area would be easiest.
+I've got my things I'm good to go, you met me at the terminal; just one more plne ride and it's done
-Jack's Mannequin

And if you are worried about protection, try this and this
The Devil's trap keeps Demons at bay. Yes, I am starting to believe this

:D

"Was it something about how I'm annoyed but have no idea what to do about it? Because I'm too afraid of my own fears to leap?"

Well. Guess what? I sorta leapt...Okay I started to fall. And then I flew xDDD

Always, as Promised
-S.
"Oh, we sing I need you, if I find come whats do; Always is a Promise. Know that. Always is a Promise."
-Maniac available on iTunes now.

Oh No D:

I wanted to post a blog today. I remember thinking about it. And what I was going to put. But right now I can't remember what it was.

Was it something about how I'm annoyed but have no idea what to do about it? Because I'm to afraid of my own fears to leap?

Maybe.

Was it something about how I don't want my summer to be nothing, like it seems to be so far because my friends do other things?

No.

Was it something about how I should be doing things that deal with what need to be done instead of worrying or what not?

No.

So I'm pretty sure it was about the first. And I really enjoy the idea of reincarnation. As I should.

-S.

Fix it, please?

+"I think I’ve been here before I think I’ve run into you I know the things that you do Cause this is Deja Vu"

-3OH!3

Got it

Oh so you do regularly check this?

Good.

Just making sure.

Because I am the one who will win.

Because I can put that into your mind and you just wont admit it.

This is so much more, because you can't let it go. But wont admit it.

I do.

You ruined my life.

And I'm just getting it back.

I. Dont. Give. A. Damn.

Just stop your fucking bullshit.

-S,

By the way

I am sorry if I lose more friendships over my opinions of the manipulator. I'm just showing truths. Deal with them, not me

-S.

"your mom"

-God

Yo to the world!

So go to this blog
because you will read
A. A selfish immature person
B. A good laugh if you know me
C. Pity for those talked about.

And I just keep saying "Haha. Right." However the latest would make a smashing song. If only someone we knew could sing. The Dead?

Because you know what? Why can't we act like civil humans? We are as barabaric as they were many years ago. Technology has made it so. If someone got into an argument they'd battle to the death. Now days? "If someone get's into an argument let's blog about it instead of talking face to face. Sure I'll act one way to you in public but then I will tear it down."

Hell, I know I'm doing it right not, but I'm not calling you a fucking bitch like I want to.

You know that blog you assumed was about you? CONNER. Why the hell would I talk about a bitch screwing girls over? Oh sorry. I just called you a bitch. So you know what? Knock it the fuck off. Because we will have to deal with each other, and you know what, I'm the civil one about it. I don't flat out ignore the other person. That's rude. And that is the real spineless thing to do.

I am the victim. You are the bitch.

I wish I was 3 again. Because then people were friends just because they were there. They didn't care about the ruthless things in their pasts. They just say "hey were friends".

And you do know that the real unattractive thing is listing the things you hate about another person? Yep. It is. I don't. I just repeat the real story and the real truth. Both parts. I say what I did.

I was never into myself to be honest. Hell. I shouldn't be so damn defensive. Well, at least I'm not blaming the other person.

Go find someone who gives a shit. And not the manipulated zombies.

I know the next post doesn't involve me. You too inhumane to think anything nice or care about someone you hate so much.



Anyways: School's almost out which means Summer's almost in. Which also means I can do whatever I please, hopefully.

-S.
"Radical we DIE!"
-Maniac
+yes that will be the quote for awhile

Letters

To the first:

I honestly hope that someone fucks you up [mentally] as much as you have to every other girl.

Yeah you say "It seems like everytime i start to actually like someone they fuck me over..." No shit Sherlock. It's because of all the shit you did to them. You don't need Einstein to figure that out. Hell you're supposed to be the smart one and I figured it out. Too late however. You just don't get it. Your...not...the one...getting hurt. You're doing the hurting. And right now I am so grateful that I started whatever the hell I'm doing because it did actually open my eyes.

So please don't fuck over the next one (yeah I know who), because they deserve a hella lot better than you. Because you, sir, are a douche. And you need to actually know that. And fix it because you are never going to know what its like to be loved. Hell, I'm not but that's because I don't want it (except for Shawn Harris ;)

I don't want them back if it means talking to you, because quite frankly I don't want to. If you're going to just douche your way back, no matter how much I want you back as my friend, I'm not going to let you. I'm going to gain self control. Because I have so much more going for me. I don't care.

Do what you please, don't hurt, get hurt.

-S.

To the Last,

Blame him. My bad. I did, however, listen to you, not him. So kick him, punch him, use him as target practice. Hell, I don't care. No one I know does. So do what you please. I'm sorry. Blame him, I am. And try to feed him to a man-eating plant. That sounds like a good time.

-S.

(yes, that was remotely shorter)

"I got the news to day, it wasn't news to me...."

-Shawn

damn you

im vey angry and upset with you.
ugh.
WE WERE COUNTING ON YOU! and u let us down.
you know im not going to where my maniac shirts and tell people to check u out anymore.

McFail!
-S.

TALENT SHOW >O

We lost...however



Please COMMENT!!!!
-S.
(And commentary from Brandon xP)

Books!

If you read this will you PLEASE go check out my story Audio Blood?
Yes peoples....Audio Blood...
Like the song.

"Sweating in the dark we feed
on the forms in the light;
on the floor we're the flood."

Yeah that.
-S.
+the other ones are My Soft and Deep and To Build A Mountain and Wicked Walk...
I AM A DORK xP

Last Night

It was Sadies.
At the beginning...it was fine.
But something...
was off.

Towards the middle I started to feel like he went with me...because of her.
Because he used to/still does like her.
I mean, I don't like him that way but it still hurt.
Because he had done what i tried to do.
"I'll look to like, if looking liking move."
And it didn't.
And as that went in the end i fully wished he had been someone else.
Because then I wouldn't have to deal with her.
I'd have to deal with something else.
But I did have to deal with her.
At least in retrospect.
You know who it'd be.
I do to.
I won't lie.
And then last night/this morning, lying in bed, I realized it.
I did ask him because of her. Because I was jealous.
I'll admit it.
I also will admit that I wanted to prove to the one I wish I would've asked that I was over him.
I'm not.
Admited.

This is getting know where, but at least I'll admit what the other one wont.
Even if it is on a blog.
Fuck.

I'm okay though. For now.
I'm doing alright. Trust me.

So go on like no one read this, as they don't.
-S.
"The french are glad to die, for love"
-idk....

to Shawn

okay. okay.
im just gonna point this one out there...
its been awhile u kno
since ur last post
and uh i was just gonna say that maybe u should fix that u kno before i start up that rumor again u kno....
yeah
-S
"quotation marks"
-Kelly willis

Charlie xD

That's about the only good thing in life.

Cuz nobody means anything.

They just fuck with you.
For their own selfish needs.

So don't trust anything they say.

Cuz life is a fuck.

And that's it.

Don't trust.

Don't live for someone.

They'll bitch you from now til end.

So get rid of them.

-S.

"without trust their is no love"

-Narcoleptic Argentinean

+yeah...love is a fuck to

My Head Hurrrrts

Hmmmm.

Better.

More realistic.

Cuz life, my dear, is a bitch.

But tis not why I blog.

I blog to say

"Twenty days later and I have not heard of a Maniac posting."

Thank you

-S.

"More than a prince of cats..."

-Mercutio

in memoriam of 2009

I don't really care for the beginning. It was too far ago.

Summer:

Me and my best friend started fighting. People wouldn't tell others their plans, and some overreacted. That's life.

We got passed it. And then on June 14th (or 13th idk) the masterpiece of Shawn is Dead! was created. And on June 15th it was posted on his own blog.

Imagine that.

And then all of us began our movie. On July 2nd? or 3rd? And we started filming the next week. Well writing at least. The filming, the timing, the props, and the people was the problem. Overreaction does happen, but it also get fixed. Sometimes. Yeah I said things I shouldn't have but it made me stronger. "I think this movie is as much as a fail as you getting a boyfriend". Just keep that in mind for later.

Once it collapsed....I was a wreck. I turned to the only person who was there and he quickly became my best friend.

We saw Harry Potter and then the next day I spent a couple days with the now called "others" and it seemed okay. We were getting along. I thought it was better.

Than I learned I was wrong.

Later.

I went to Washington for 3 weeks. It was beautiful and good family time.

"Are we okay?" "Define okay" "Still best friends O.o?" "No"

Apparently some left that out.

It hurt. A lot.

And then later I learned that they left more out. Like the double date that was my idea. It's okay. Now. He's too pigheaded.

Ugh.

Fall:

Somehow we still were friends, acted like nothing happened. Except it did. Her sister asked me if I wanted to go to Warped Tour with them, cuz they were hopefully going. I got excited, cuz I wanted to and my mom said it was okay.

Then inner bitchiness came out.

Life went on, we were done.

He couldn't go with me and my sister though cuz of football, so me and Chelz went just us. And it was amazing.

3OH!3 and ATL.

God.

September 18th. I snuck out. It was fun. Then. Now. A mistake. Same thing next night, except later that night, and more....

That was a mistake.

A bigger one.

I lost my best friend again for about a month. Douche. Because everytime I tried talking to him he wasn't there. Wasn't my best friend.

We talked it out though. I promised not to be a bitch, he promised to act like my best friend. Again.

I was sick of being with my other friends when they were taken in by cruelity against me. So I made other friends, and I fit in. Somewhere.

It made me happier xD

Winter:

Then everytime we were supposed to hang out, be friends, he would always cancel. Last minute. I was fed up, so fucked up, and pissed off. I told him that he was a douche.

It seemed like he didn't want to say anything else. He didn't. Until midnight. He kept ditching me because of ...

It would've been a good excuse if we were anything but friends. But we weren't. So I didn't get it.

November 30th. I told him I would never hurt him. He kissed me. And said okay. Because it wasn't anything like last time, this time it was better, more sincere.

December 2nd. We didn't know what was going on. I still don't know what was going on then.

December 3rd. In front of her. The old one. She mightve saw the day before but it was still the sense of satisfaction xD

Then there wasn't much. 24/7 texting. And then I realized if nothing was going to happen I'd rather not pretend it was.

So we stopped. And it hurt. We didn't talk for awhile.

Then I told him I missed him. As my best friend. He did too. I got him a Christmas Present.

It wasn't' good D:

Then it was Christmas break.

Where we are now.

The end of it.

"love you too happy new year"

Than my world imploded upon this year.

Fuck

Secret Life

Of the American Teenager

is completely wrong.

In too many ways to put.

That being said, everyone else is right. I can succeed, everybody can succeed, because you aren't a nessesaity. Just there.

It's just putting those things into action.

And it's hard.

To learn how.

Too many times I have been hurt, so you only have one last chance to fix it, if I mean anything.

-S.

"I love you is all she heard I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever"

-H.H.